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DiosDisciples
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 Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 12:16 pm Post subject: Us too |
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We will always hurt that Ronnie is not here with us. The pain will never go away. We tear up every time we hear his voice. Ronnie you will be greatly missed.
We Love You Ronnie.
Paulie and Lorina
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The Masterstroke
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| Posted: Wed Sep 15, 2010 6:14 am Post subject: |
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| We have now allmost reached the 4th Month of a world without Ronnie.I renember someone, who lost a dear Person writing some lines , that never got out of my head again.Here is my attempt to translate : " I want to scream STOP , stop this world from turning . Someone is missing ,someone has been left behind ! But the world keeps on turning on and on and on." |
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Non
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Location: Tokyo, Japan
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| Posted: Wed Sep 15, 2010 3:12 pm Post subject: |
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I couldn't meet him.
I really wanted to tell him how much I love him.
I just wanted to hug him and feel him.
I'm always missing you, Ronnie.
The world without you is terrible.
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MySweetRonnie
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| Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 10:12 pm Post subject: |
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RIP Ronnie
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Rainbow
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| Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 1:53 am Post subject: |
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This is so hard 
I thought the pain would get less but it only cuts deeper, like a knife slipping through my soul.
When I read your words I can only echo how you are all feeling. Ronnie has touched us all in such a profound, deep and meaningful way. I too understand your pain.
I never met Ronnie either, yet I feel he is still part of me.
I don't know how we move on from here.
I know my life will never be the same again |
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Hamalane
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| Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 2:34 am Post subject: |
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Oh dear, I too share those feelings. It's been more than 4 months and somehow it feels like it was last week to me. There are moments when I feel "OK".. Moments when music is strong enough to comfort me, moments when I get to escape to my own universe.. But then, there's always that little voice inside saying "no".. And this thing in my throat comes back, and I feel like crying again. Not only do I feel like it, but I actually do cry.
It's still a mystery for me, how can I feel so connected to someone I never met, and whom I did not grow up with (wish I had..)? Somehow I'm not looking for the answer anymore. I was just touched straight into the heart at first listen and that was it. Something deep and genuine like I've rarely felt.
I thought that time would heal, but as of now, I don't really feel it this way. I guess it will take a long, long time, and even when this time has ended I suppose there'll always be that "missing part" within..
"Life goes on".. I can even hear his voice saying that and it's true, but I just.. how does it go on? It feels like there's a huge, dark cloud that hides my guiding light. I wish there could be a strong, strong wind that'd blow the clouds away.
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Non
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| Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 8:59 am Post subject: |
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Non - your thoughts are mine exactly:
I can't bear it - I have tried not to think about it for a couple of weeks - it hurts too much.
My heart goes out to you, I understand your pain.
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Melanie, Thank you so much for your words to me.
I just can feel some comfort by sharing this terrible feeling with you.
Recently Ronnie's home was for sale. This reminded me that he is no longer here and the house without the owner is not needed any more.
This made me so sad and that proves that world without him is reality which we have to accept.
(by the way, the tread in regard to this theme 'DIO's home for sale" was deleted today somehow! Is this a censorship??)
And also by seeing the news of his sarcophagus marked made me depressed. This told me that his non exixtance is nothing but true.
As all of you says, Ronnie is part of me although I have not met him directly. He is a part of my life and my family and my soul mate.
We have to fight and tolerate this kind of desperate feeling onwards.
He meant to us all so much, huge.
Hey, Ronnie, do you know now from abode how much I love you ?
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MySweetRonnie
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| Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 4:17 pm Post subject: |
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RIP Ronnie
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MadMartin
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| Posted: Fri Oct 01, 2010 11:21 am Post subject: |
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Yes, I'm still hurting too... I still don't understand my strong feelings, but I guess it's because of the fact that he has been an important part of my life for 25 years. Today, this evening, it hurts like hell. Like many already have said, he was a constant in an ever changing universe.
When Michael Jackson passed away I was surprised over how hard many fans was mourning him. I thought "What? How can the cry? They never knew him anyway". Do I regrete those words now? Here I sit with tears in my eyes...
Thanks fellow Dio-fans! I have no one else to share this with in my family. If I told them they would probably send me to mental hospital...
I'm currently listening to the "Devil you know" album. Feels comforting the hear one of his last recordings. Looking forward the the biography though...
It's so hard tonight... May be tomorrow is a better day. Good night! Take care! |
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MySweetRonnie
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| Posted: Sat Oct 02, 2010 3:49 am Post subject: |
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RIP Ronnie
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MadMartin
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MySweetRonnie: Yes, the lyrics is sad in some parts: "Maybe if we cry together. Maybe if we cry as one the tears that fall could kill the fire". But it could also be a message to stay united and strong.
I guess life has a way of take you to places which sometimes are great and nice. Sometimes it takes you to bad places - but you have no choice but to come along... Just be strong - that it is the message.
Take care!
/Mad
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MySweetRonnie
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| Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 10:05 pm Post subject: |
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RIP Ronnie
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Rainbow
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| Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 4:41 am Post subject: |
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I feel more sadness with each day It is as though a dark cloud has formed over me, growing ever bigger, always darker trying to swallow my soul  Each day I feel as though another part of me dies, maybe I am becoming dead and cold inside. Maybe there will soon be nothing left of what was really me |
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Hamalane
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| Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 5:30 am Post subject: |
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I know what you feel, it's just the same with me. But you -- we, all of us -- have to be strong. It's easier to say it than to do it, but we have to. The sun will shine again. I wish I could say "soon" but I cannot. But I want to believe that the sun will shine after this long, dark and cold night. We still have each other, at least.
Sometimes something within me says "You're waiting for the impossible, when you've been too long in the dark, then it's too late." But no, no, there will be light. Nothing will ever be the same again, though.
I don't know, I don't know, I feel extremely confused, my mind is in a terrible mess. Why?.. Why?..
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Rainbow
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| Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 7:05 am Post subject: |
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| I also feel that nothing will ever be the same again. My mind is an awful mess as well. I fear I have become a horrid miserable and totally different person over the past few months |
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