Ronnie became an angel. I can feel him and talk to hime.

[Non]

When the rumore circulated the day bofore, I shuddered and shivered all through the day. And I couldn't sleep that night because I had some feeling that this might be true.
Next early morning, I woke up at 5 am at Japan time by an email from my closest friend. I freezed and I knew that huge part of me has lost.
Ronnie is almost everything to me.
I translated that bad news to Japanese and let people know as crying badly.
I cried and cried all day long that day. It was terrible day of my life.
I was scheduled to come to London to see DIO in last November, but the tour was cancelled only 1 week before I was to leave for UK.
I've been waiting for him back to the stage and next Magica CDs.
Because I strongly believed that he should overcome and recover.

On the terrible, horrible day, my closest friend and psychic healer told me "Ronnie is right above you and smiling".
I couldn't believe it. But she still insisted that Ronnie became now an angel because his spiritual level was very high while he was in physical body.
"He was born and has lived almost like a saint, giving huge love to the people and taking negativity out of them. So right after he left his body, he became an angel and would help all the people from now on.
So if you ask him to be with you, he will be there all the time forever and ever.
And he also says that she understands very well about me. "

Then I asked an angel Ronnie to stay all the time with me otherwise I will not miss him any more. I thought I couldn't sleep that night, but I could sleep very well.
And the next day, I woke up so happily and felt so warm. And I could feel that Ronnie hugged me very strongly from right side.
Then I need not to cry any more. Because he was with me so close and tightly. He whispered softly to me "I am here, do not worry" from my right ear.
I couldn't even listen to his music on the day before, but next day I could go to sing Rainbow songs at the live bar.(I thought I would need to cancel this)

Try to ask Ronnie angel to stay with you, folks.
He can really be there.
He hugs me all the time and talks to me various things. Yes, I can talk to him freely.
Now he is supporing me on love and music and spirituality.
Already some miracles happened.
I am not insane.


Every stage, he performed with full power. On and off the stage, publicly and privately he has been a wonderful and loving and sincere person.
He has run through his life with no wasting time like a storm.
Such a powerful, tireless, sexy, charming, beautiful and amazing voice will live forever and ever. I respect your life and personality.
I will try to live my life like you.
Even if I can't see your live performance any more, I don't care.
Because you are here with me so close.

Thank you so much for giving great music, human Ronnie.
And thank you so much for giving your love and care, angel Ronnie.
I truly love you.
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☆Tell me lies as long as it's not about love☆

[really long nick name]

Hey sport, I can confirm that you not insane. I'm smiling inside because simply by reading your post, I've captured his unique spirit presence. Not a direct one-on-one conversation, but more like an impression or imprint of his presence that seems capture his unique characteristics such as his outspoken way to articulate his words and captures his strength of character. Your sensitivity that comes across in your post acts as a catalyst that enables us to sense his presents. Good call Non! Thx. Myself, I am not delusional or high either.

[Non]

[Non]

I put 20 pictures of Ronnie in my room.
Next to Jesus picture, Ronnie is
So wherever I go in the room, I meet with Ronnie's gaze.
He is always watching me. (Why is he watching me?)

On the next day of his passing away, I was scheduled to go to Rainbow band session to sing. I didn't think I could go. But Ronnie told me "I want to sing, Noiko. Because I have not sang for a long time really. Go and sing together with me"
Then I decided to go and sing. And I did.
Everybody there was depressed and had a hard time to spend a day. But I felt a joy.

And when I asked Ronnie if I shoudl come to the States to join Memorial Service, he said to me "I always send you a seven colored rainbow. Can't you see it ?"
I wanted to see his face in death. But he told me that I could see his face in future.

Then I always ask Ronnie if I am in need.
He answers. He kisses and hugs.
He's alive here. So I am not sad any more.
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☆Tell me lies as long as it's not about love☆